Saturday, November 13, 2010

I love you Darling Husband

It definitely feels great to know that there is sm1 so close, and soo true to you.
It definitely feels like heaven to have those words whispered into thy ears , as sweet as honey and as pure as dew.
It definitely feels like no one can compare to plant a kiss of love to confess " Thou shall be loved ever ,until and after i am gone".
It is so dfclt to explain how i have fallen in love with time.I have started mising you now.When there is nobody around or when i am surrounded by people, i am still counting moments that are still left for you to come again.
It is amazing, that i can still feel your presence so fresh.The scent of your skin around , wrapping all corners of my world.Cannot write it all though.
Just want to say i love you Dear Hubby.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Happiness ! Please define.

What does one mean by happiness?
Is it the smile that we have on our face's all the time? Or is it some thing that you feel in the heart ?
I am soo Confused at this time.What should i say? I am happy in my new life.Very happy the way i have shaped it.
If i would have listed to my parents i know i would have been happy but there would not have been a single person i could say what i want to.Now i have sm1 i can always count on.But can i burden him with my thoughts all the time like this? Is this the right way?
I know what seems right is not always right.And looking from the perspective of two different ppl makes a lot of difference.
We come from almost two different worlds.Two hostile worlds and two different ways to look at life.Although it is not wrong to say i have always aspired for great things in life, but this time i choose feelings and sentiments above material accomplishments.This is so because i saw how filthy the world can be.I saw what lies behind those innocent smiles and the sugar coated lines.

I can build great things for myself and my family by my efforts and i know i can do it.I know i am a strong girl and i will work hard for what i want in my life.Till date i have fought my way for what i wanted.I have always aimed at a level above from where i am.It is going to be tough for me this time.Really tough but i will prove my self again.
I know i have to prove many things to ppl around to show them that this decision that i have taken is right.
May God be with me in this journey so that i am able to keep my cool and have patience and preserverance for my aim.
AMEN