Why cant i just cry today?
It is my life and something has happened..
How i want to, again today, bring some of those tears back to my eyes..
To feel that pain in my heart, and
To feel that sorrow again..
Why cant i cry today?
Have i lost my sense of bein affiliated?
Or is it that,
I just fail to accept what's going on?
Am i confuse about my life?
What am i now expected to do?
What are my expectations?
It is a situation one would never want to be in..
And i just want to get out of it all..
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
25.05.2009
The world seeemed so beautiful when i looked at it from your eyes..
All my dreams had come true..
How i longed to be with a person who is just like you..
I like it when u dont care What i do,
Dont care what i say..
But,suddenly, Do i like it when you dont care who i am?
Do i really accept whatever you say?
Suddenlt today, i wonder
Is that you who i thought i liked in you?
Today when i think of the day i thought
my life is heading in the righ direction..i feel i am lost.
Begone are the days
When i was happy and cheerful..
I smile to give myself a breath again,
and all i want is to just vanish into the unknown..
All my dreams had come true..
How i longed to be with a person who is just like you..
I like it when u dont care What i do,
Dont care what i say..
But,suddenly, Do i like it when you dont care who i am?
Do i really accept whatever you say?
Suddenlt today, i wonder
Is that you who i thought i liked in you?
Today when i think of the day i thought
my life is heading in the righ direction..i feel i am lost.
Begone are the days
When i was happy and cheerful..
I smile to give myself a breath again,
and all i want is to just vanish into the unknown..
25.05.2009
It is a world , i never imagined could exist,
It is a story, i never knew could exist,
It is a puzzle, i did'nt know..could not be solved,
It is just something i have never thought about,
Could not accept..
could never relate with,
It is what comes like a shock from within.
Can it ever happen to me?
Can i be a culprit of fate?
Can i not know,now what should i do?
Everything seems so unpleasent and,
all i want is to cry my heart out to some one i love,
Nothing more i want,
All i want is to just be "ME"..
It is a story, i never knew could exist,
It is a puzzle, i did'nt know..could not be solved,
It is just something i have never thought about,
Could not accept..
could never relate with,
It is what comes like a shock from within.
Can it ever happen to me?
Can i be a culprit of fate?
Can i not know,now what should i do?
Everything seems so unpleasent and,
all i want is to cry my heart out to some one i love,
Nothing more i want,
All i want is to just be "ME"..
1.06.2009
What is happening in my life?
Is it that which i always wanted?
Is it that i Dreamt about?
What is it exactly?
Have i ever imagined?
I never wanted it to be a part of my life,
i never Dreamt about it,
How i wanted my life to be?
I never wanted it to be so dark..
I thought i deserved happiness,
I was worth somebodies smile,
I thought life would be fun,
I thought life would be happy..
BUt now..
Have i got up from my years long slumber?
Now do i really have to face this world?
Do i really need to open my eyes?
What have times shown?
Some thing i just never wanted..
Is it that which i always wanted?
Is it that i Dreamt about?
What is it exactly?
Have i ever imagined?
I never wanted it to be a part of my life,
i never Dreamt about it,
How i wanted my life to be?
I never wanted it to be so dark..
I thought i deserved happiness,
I was worth somebodies smile,
I thought life would be fun,
I thought life would be happy..
BUt now..
Have i got up from my years long slumber?
Now do i really have to face this world?
Do i really need to open my eyes?
What have times shown?
Some thing i just never wanted..
1.06.2009
Suddenly , all words just dont exist,
for me,the world seems wordless,
It is a mute world,where
I can never express.
Do i really have to be so numb?
M i a stone?
So i will not have anything to say?
I am a human and i have my thoughts too,
I also feel the right and the wrong,
but do i really care about how i feel?
Why should i blindly honour your decision?
I have something to say u know,
M not that gross ,and..
I simply want to say... It is my life too,
And i also Care..
for me,the world seems wordless,
It is a mute world,where
I can never express.
Do i really have to be so numb?
M i a stone?
So i will not have anything to say?
I am a human and i have my thoughts too,
I also feel the right and the wrong,
but do i really care about how i feel?
Why should i blindly honour your decision?
I have something to say u know,
M not that gross ,and..
I simply want to say... It is my life too,
And i also Care..
16.06.2009
How i wish to see you,
every where around,
In everything i do,
and in every glance.
How i wish to hear from you,
more often than obvious,
In every voice that strikes me,
In every sound that comes from far.
I have totally given in,
and you are not goin anywhere out of my head,
and i wonder, where do i go now,
to let you out of my mind.
Hope it happens some day,
and one fine day i again,
find myself back to where i was,
In my dream world.
every where around,
In everything i do,
and in every glance.
How i wish to hear from you,
more often than obvious,
In every voice that strikes me,
In every sound that comes from far.
I have totally given in,
and you are not goin anywhere out of my head,
and i wonder, where do i go now,
to let you out of my mind.
Hope it happens some day,
and one fine day i again,
find myself back to where i was,
In my dream world.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Expression of my thoughts.. ( 20.06.2009)
Emotions have sunk deep inside my soul,
and how dearly i feel for you,
how i think about you every single moment of the day..
It is my mind that diverts all my thoughts towards you,
and my heart that beats with every thought
that goes around you.
U had what i wanted in you,
And what i heard from you has deeply hurt my soul,
I have wounds soo deep,
I can never forget..
But still i dont hate you at all,
Sometimes I ask my self "WHY"
When you have hurt me, and
There's not much i can say,
All i have is a bunch of words,
but sentences have Faded away..
and how dearly i feel for you,
how i think about you every single moment of the day..
It is my mind that diverts all my thoughts towards you,
and my heart that beats with every thought
that goes around you.
U had what i wanted in you,
And what i heard from you has deeply hurt my soul,
I have wounds soo deep,
I can never forget..
But still i dont hate you at all,
Sometimes I ask my self "WHY"
When you have hurt me, and
There's not much i can say,
All i have is a bunch of words,
but sentences have Faded away..
MY DARLING MOON ( 29.06.2009)
What if i could climb those steps that can take me to the stars..
I would sit with my darling moon,
telling him all the stories of my life,
and my dreams and desires..
I would tell him,
How i follow him every single night,
and go off to sleep after mid night,
When he hides behind those naughty clouds..
I would tell him,
How i love his smile,
That Dainty smile,
which every child loves..
I would let him know,
Of all the stories that,
my mother told me about him,
and tell him.. how much i miss him.
What a day it would be!!!
Alone,in the pleasent breeze..
away from the worldly noises, in the cool light of my darling moon,
i would sit down to narrate,
How much i love him..
I wish. if i were a star,
So i could be around my moon every single moment of my life,
Blessed will be the day,
When i will be with my moon..
In the peace that surrounds my Darling moon,
I would find my solace,
To never come back to this world of noises again..
I would sit with my darling moon,
telling him all the stories of my life,
and my dreams and desires..
I would tell him,
How i follow him every single night,
and go off to sleep after mid night,
When he hides behind those naughty clouds..
I would tell him,
How i love his smile,
That Dainty smile,
which every child loves..
I would let him know,
Of all the stories that,
my mother told me about him,
and tell him.. how much i miss him.
What a day it would be!!!
Alone,in the pleasent breeze..
away from the worldly noises, in the cool light of my darling moon,
i would sit down to narrate,
How much i love him..
I wish. if i were a star,
So i could be around my moon every single moment of my life,
Blessed will be the day,
When i will be with my moon..
In the peace that surrounds my Darling moon,
I would find my solace,
To never come back to this world of noises again..
DREAMS (23.06.2009)
Dreams are what we live for,
Dreams are what we die for,
Dreams are the real life my dear friend,
Dreams are the life and breath.
To discover a new dream,
and cherish moments of labur,
to work for your aim and,
reach your goal is just awsome.
Wonderful ...it is indeed,
to forget all the pain,
To let all your memories take a back seat,
and work harder than ever to reach where your aims are..
Yes it is a blessing in disguise,
I know it is,When i come back from work every single day,
and i know that i have tried to forget you.
Yes i did it,
Proved fatal... thats another story.
Dreams are what gives us pain too,
Gives us memories,
Gives us unforgettable smiles,
and also the pain of missing some one..
So, what are dreams??
To sum up,
They are what shapes up our life,
and what motivates us to live, to laugh
To smile for others,
To forget our pain for the ones you love, and
To live for those who love you for what you are..
Dreams are what we die for,
Dreams are the real life my dear friend,
Dreams are the life and breath.
To discover a new dream,
and cherish moments of labur,
to work for your aim and,
reach your goal is just awsome.
Wonderful ...it is indeed,
to forget all the pain,
To let all your memories take a back seat,
and work harder than ever to reach where your aims are..
Yes it is a blessing in disguise,
I know it is,When i come back from work every single day,
and i know that i have tried to forget you.
Yes i did it,
Proved fatal... thats another story.
Dreams are what gives us pain too,
Gives us memories,
Gives us unforgettable smiles,
and also the pain of missing some one..
So, what are dreams??
To sum up,
They are what shapes up our life,
and what motivates us to live, to laugh
To smile for others,
To forget our pain for the ones you love, and
To live for those who love you for what you are..
MOMENTS...(21.06.2009)
Some sad,Some lonely
Some precious,Some unforgettable
Some stolen from you and
some spent in the deep thoughts about you.
Some so lonely,yet somuch near you
in my dreams..and my imagination that flies with wings when i am with you.
Thats being in love..
What a world it is,
M happy and smiles are seen on every face i see,
happiness i feel in every heart.
Moments and moments are all that make life soo beautiful..
Some that i spent trying to fall in love..
Some that i spent in missing you..
Some that i spent in your thoughts..
Some that i spent waiting for your call..
Some that i spent in trying to understand "IT" all..
and also those..
That i spent alone trying to solve the puzles of time..
Those that i spent in wonderng "HOW"..
Those that i spent alone trying to know "WHY"..
Those that i spent trying to explain "IT"..
And then
Those that i spent trying to forget WHAT,WHY,HOW and IT all..
Moments are all that makes life soo beautiful..
Those that i Cherish,
Those that i Miss,
Those that i feel Happy about,
Those that i can never Forget,
Those,that are engraved on my Soul,
Those which have gone to never relive anymore..
Those that i want to relive once more..
Those that i dreamt about..
Those that make me cry..
Those that make me feel so restless..
Thos that have hurt me..
Those which again and again come to my mind and do not go at all..
Those that i would never want to forget..
Those which i say i have forgotten..
Those which are so much within me still..
And how can i forget "IT" all??
It is what i know i want,
It is a part of my life..
Moments,these MOMENTS have made my life beautiful..
{It took me about 30 days to write this poem...}
Some precious,Some unforgettable
Some stolen from you and
some spent in the deep thoughts about you.
Some so lonely,yet somuch near you
in my dreams..and my imagination that flies with wings when i am with you.
Thats being in love..
What a world it is,
M happy and smiles are seen on every face i see,
happiness i feel in every heart.
Moments and moments are all that make life soo beautiful..
Some that i spent trying to fall in love..
Some that i spent in missing you..
Some that i spent in your thoughts..
Some that i spent waiting for your call..
Some that i spent in trying to understand "IT" all..
and also those..
That i spent alone trying to solve the puzles of time..
Those that i spent in wonderng "HOW"..
Those that i spent alone trying to know "WHY"..
Those that i spent trying to explain "IT"..
And then
Those that i spent trying to forget WHAT,WHY,HOW and IT all..
Moments are all that makes life soo beautiful..
Those that i Cherish,
Those that i Miss,
Those that i feel Happy about,
Those that i can never Forget,
Those,that are engraved on my Soul,
Those which have gone to never relive anymore..
Those that i want to relive once more..
Those that i dreamt about..
Those that make me cry..
Those that make me feel so restless..
Thos that have hurt me..
Those which again and again come to my mind and do not go at all..
Those that i would never want to forget..
Those which i say i have forgotten..
Those which are so much within me still..
And how can i forget "IT" all??
It is what i know i want,
It is a part of my life..
Moments,these MOMENTS have made my life beautiful..
{It took me about 30 days to write this poem...}
A Beautiful Dream..(10 apr 2009)
Aey ajnabi terey tasavurr mei dekh
ye kaisi deewangi se guzar raha hu
chand taron ka haseen saath hai aur,mai tumhey soch raha hu.
Thandi hawa key in jhokon mein mai,humein dhundh raha hu
Thamey huey en khayalo ko mai kuch yun sapney bun raha hu
chandani sey roshan khayalon mein...
kahin taron ki chamak bhi hai aur merey khayalon mein aney waley us pal kitasweer si hai
Muskura kar jab mujhe ek jhokey ne dekha ..
Takra kar mujhe khawabon se jaga gaya
aur apney sapno ki duniya sey mai laut key wapas aa gaya
chandani aur bhi raoshan thi wahan
damakta tha dur tak har katra jahan
aur ab muskura kar wapas us chand ko dekh raha hu
kahan hai wo lamha yepooch raha hu...
Your Dream..(16 apr 2009)
In this beautiful night,along the shore m alone tonight
Here,where waves r my companion,i walk alone and cherish a dream.
A dream to cm true smday,wish if i were wd u.
To hold this breeze forever in our arms and let it not go anywhere beyond our dream world.
wish i could just walk my way wd sm1 like u...*u* who is my angel.
Can i hold your hands ?can i look in your eyes tonight?can i spend my life wd sm1 like u?
*u* who is my angel..
can i just say nothing,no words...no whispers....no sound but yet tell u how i feel...
can i just murmer my deepest thoughts in your ears and let u know how dearly i miss u in such a breeze and moonlit night?
Alone and away from the world and its noise how dearly i wish my dream to come true...
Oh! m so much in love wd my own world of dreams and *u* who is my angel..every breeze that srikes my soul tells me * i miss u*..
Hii every one :)
Hello Everybody :0)
Thanx for sparing your time.
I have created this blog so that i can share my thoughts wd u all.It is a way i have chosen to give my frndz a chance to know me a bit better.Herein i will publish my poems and articles that so far i have written in my diary.
As a person i m friendly and yes i kow that i talk a lot...bt only my best frnds know that i express my self more through my poems and m nt dat vocal.It is not that i dont understand or i dont pay attention to the details but only that i am a normal introvert girl when it comes to expressing myself vocally :)
The poems i write express my thoughts and also that of my friends.Many a times i write for my friends as well.
So far i have written about 150 poems( as on 29 june 2009).Most of them are romantic poems ;)
Hope u will enjoy reading my creations.Critical comments and other comments are welcome.please let me know where i am going wrong or what improvements do u want to see in the next poems.U can also let me know about any situation that u face,any dream that u have,your own thoughts and i will try to write for u as well.
Waiting for your comments and guidance...
Thanx for sparing your time.
I have created this blog so that i can share my thoughts wd u all.It is a way i have chosen to give my frndz a chance to know me a bit better.Herein i will publish my poems and articles that so far i have written in my diary.
As a person i m friendly and yes i kow that i talk a lot...bt only my best frnds know that i express my self more through my poems and m nt dat vocal.It is not that i dont understand or i dont pay attention to the details but only that i am a normal introvert girl when it comes to expressing myself vocally :)
The poems i write express my thoughts and also that of my friends.Many a times i write for my friends as well.
So far i have written about 150 poems( as on 29 june 2009).Most of them are romantic poems ;)
Hope u will enjoy reading my creations.Critical comments and other comments are welcome.please let me know where i am going wrong or what improvements do u want to see in the next poems.U can also let me know about any situation that u face,any dream that u have,your own thoughts and i will try to write for u as well.
Waiting for your comments and guidance...
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